inside

I am not ideal.

I do not have a perfect life -

or marriage (and especially not a perfect blog.)

I don't spend all my days taking pictures of myself in cute outfits,

Most days I feel like I don't have any cute outfits.

I get home too tired to cook almost every day of the week,

and I redecorate my house on a monthly - maybe weekly basis

because I never really feel satisfied with it.

I can't decide what I want to be...

Some days I think a designer - some days an author - some days a mom.

Most of the time I am just happy that I am a wife.

That I am surviving.

It is easy to get frustrated,

to feel like you are failing at everything, but - -

I would like to do this with as much failure as possible.

I would like to peel this life slowly and surely.

I would like to see what is inside this girl.

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